Of Jesuits and Jason Gray

Song of the day.

A wise Jesuit (Pedro Arrupe) said: "Fall in love, stay in love, and it will change everything."

The past few weeks, this unexpected feeling has been making its way into my heart: in my own small way, I am falling in love with Christ in the poor. Christ in the needs of those around me. Christ in the woman with a high-risk pregnancy six months along, who isn't sure she can make it through the day. Christ in her unborn child, wholly dependent on her all-too vulnerable mother. Christ in sorrow and heartbreak, in tiredness and cold, in wounds that show on the skin and those that bleed unseen. And I'm starting to see - slowly, slowly, slowly - what my wise supervisor told me over a year ago - it's not about me. It's not about spiritual consolation, or a job well done. It's not about being good at what I do. It's not even about whether or not my efforts succeed.

At the center of it all, it's about HIM - Love incarnate. Love laid down for others. Love broken and poured out.

Praise God.

The Long View

We cannot do everything, and there is a sense of liberation in realizing that. This enables us to do something, and to do it very well. It may be incomplete, but it is a beginning, a step along the way, an opportunity for the Lord's grace to enter and do the rest. We may never see the end results, but that is the difference between the master builder and the worker. We are workers, not master builders; ministers, not messiahs. We are prophets of a future not our own.

~Archbishop Oscar Romero

The Credo Project

Prayer for Generosity

Lord, teach me to be generous
Teach me to serve you as you deserve
To give and not to count the cost
To fight and not to heed the wounds
To toil and not to seek for rest
To labor and not to ask for reward
Save that of knowing that I am doing your will

~St. Igantius of Loyola